Ah… I want to come… That was the first thought I had when I woke up. No, I had been thinking about it even while I was asleep.
I kept jerking off whenever and wherever I could, and at some point, my balls swelled up and started to hurt. The pain became unbearable, and I stopped touching my dick altogether.
I tried not to think about the lady because just imagining her made me want to jerk off.
Even when a beautiful woman appeared on TV, or I passed by a woman outside, or even when I went to the bathroom or took a bath, my dick would get hard. But as long as I didn’t think about the lady, I could manage.
But yesterday, I dreamed about her. I must have unconsciously jerked off in my sleep because when I woke up, my lower body was burning hot.
It seemed I had been jerking off all night, and my dick was swollen and red. But there was something even more surprising.
My balls were abnormally swollen. They were as big as large chicken eggs.
Not just the size, but the veins were bulging out, clearly something was wrong.
Throb.
Since I noticed the abnormality in my balls, I became aware of them throbbing strongly multiple times.
Each throb made me want to jerk off even more.
Well… I had been jerking off in my sleep, so maybe a little more wouldn’t hurt.
To distract myself, I decided to jerk off a little after a long time. That was a mistake.
It felt good. Too good.
Before, jerking off was just painful, but now it felt incredibly good. It was like the first time she touched me, a tingling sensation in my head.
I hurriedly stopped my hand, but my balls throbbed even more, and the urge to jerk off grew rapidly.
Just a little more.
I knew from experience that once it started, it wouldn’t stop for a while. But this time, something was different.
I felt like I could come this time.
Before, the thrill was in wanting to come but not being able to. Now, I just wanted to come. It was the first time I felt this way, which meant the curse was lifted.
Determined, I started jerking off. It felt so good it was almost maddening.
To feel even better, I imagined the lady.
Her translucent white skin, her beautiful face that made my heart race just by looking at it, her large, soft breasts that I had never seen before, and that cold gaze that looked down on me with disdain. Every time I recalled her, my whole body tingled.
My balls were preparing to come. How good would it feel to release the white pee stored in these swollen balls?
I want to come, I want to come, I want to come, come, come, come――.
I surrendered my body to the premonition of climax. Finally, I would be freed from this suffering.
…Huh?
I can’t come.
Even though my butt clenched repeatedly trying to release the white pee, nothing came out.
No matter how vigorously I moved my clenched fist back and forth as she taught me, nothing came out.
A deep voice that didn’t sound like mine came from my throat as I desperately jerked off, forgetting to breathe.
Ah, I couldn’t come because I was holding back my voice. So, I let my voice out without restraint.
It was hard because I wasn’t breathing, but I felt like I could come soon.
My mind went blank.
“Keita, what’s wrong? …!? Keita, what are you doing!?”
My mother, who rushed into the room after hearing my groans, said something. But I couldn’t hear her anymore.
As I lost consciousness, only the mocking laughter of the lady echoed in my head.