I’m a liar――――.
“Ke-Keita…”
I was woken up by my dad in a room covered in semen. Normally, the semen would have dried up, but there was so much of it that it hadn’t dried completely. I don’t know if it was because I hadn’t released it for days, but it was yellowish and sticky, filling the room with a fishy smell. I felt like I wanted to disappear.
Hasshaku-sama――the lady didn’t take me away.
Before opening the sliding door, the lady promised me, “I won’t take you away.” She kept her promise. It’s not that I didn’t believe her, and it’s not that I wanted to be taken away.
But I betrayed my dad and grandpa. Thinking about what would happen next, I almost wished I had been taken away.
I couldn’t make any excuses anymore. I wondered what my dad would think of me.
“I’m glad you’re safe…!”
Contrary to his small, squeezed-out voice, my dad hugged my dirty self tightly.
“Oh, thank goodness, thank goodness.”
My grandpa was praying with his hands together in front of the talismans pasted in the room. He believed that the talismans had protected me from being taken away.
I thought I would be scolded, but my dad was kind. He washed my body in the shower but only talked about everyday things.
After that, he took me to play in the nearby mountains. There were lots of places to play around my grandpa’s house, surrounded by nature. My dad, who grew up in the countryside, knew many ways to play with nature and was really cool.
We played a lot. It seemed like he was deliberately avoiding talking about the lady.
Then, during dinner, my dad spoke as if he had made up his mind.
“What did she threaten you with?”
“……”
“It must have been scary, but the only way to beat that monster is not to give in to threats.”
It seemed my dad thought I had opened the sliding door because I was threatened.
“It’s something so scary you can’t even say it out loud. It’s okay. It will never happen.”
Unable to bear my dad’s serious gaze and my own guilt――.
“She said she would kill you and mom…”
I lied.
My dad kept encouraging me, repeatedly telling me it would be okay. He said the curse probably wasn’t lifted yet, so I would have to face Hasshaku-sama again. He told me to get through it without opening the door next time.
When I heard that yesterday, I listened seriously. But now, it didn’t matter to me anymore.
My head was filled with the sensation of being hugged by the lady’s soft body and releasing semen from my swollen balls.
The lady wouldn’t take me away. Next time, she would have sex with me. I had no reason not to open the door anymore.
I already knew the curse wasn’t lifted. Because I jerked off in the bathroom earlier. I couldn’t ejaculate, and the painful feeling excited me. I jerked off a lot, thinking I would see the lady again today. My balls swelled up rapidly, and it felt good. It was painful and felt good.
But since my dad had work starting tomorrow and I had released all my semen yesterday, we decided to go back home today.
I thought I would see her again today. If I had said my balls were swollen, I could have stayed at grandpa’s house. I don’t know when the next time will be.
But I didn’t say it. Because the lady taught me that holding back feels better――.