Since returning home, I’ve been thinking about sex every day.
I remember the lady’s “pussy” spread open with her fingers. It was wet and twitching, inviting me to put my dick in.
I want to insert it. Ah, I want to insert it soon.
But how do you have sex?
I remembered that Takuma had mentioned you could watch porn videos on a smartphone. It was something forbidden, and I had no interest before, but now it’s different. It’s not for jerking off, but to have sex with the lady.
However, no matter how much I searched, I couldn’t watch sex videos because of the parental control feature.
But I could watch videos of animals mating. While watching a video of dogs mating, I imagined having sex with the lady and mimicked the movements by placing my dick on the desk.
The desk would rattle and make noise as the vibrations traveled through it. I was nervous about getting caught practicing sex, but that made it even more exciting.
At first, I couldn’t move my hips as I wanted, and it didn’t feel good, so I often wanted to jerk off with my hand.
But by moving carefully to avoid making noise, I gradually got the hang of it as I practiced every day.
Now, she won’t call me rough anymore. The lady underestimates me because she thinks I’m bad at it, so I’ll practice more and make her come.
I also learned how to manage my balls that can’t come. In the bath, I would shower my balls with hot water and jerk off to the limit. The limit is when a strange sound comes from the back of my throat, independent of my will. Then, I switch to the coldest water and jerk off to the limit again.
By alternating this, I could experience a state of constant pain and pleasure without losing consciousness. Even if drool wouldn’t stop, I could wash it away with the shower, and my balls wouldn’t hurt even if I practiced sex for a while afterward.
The problem is that there’s no clear stopping point. The other day, I jerked off for five hours straight from when my mom left until she came back, and she asked, “Since when did you like baths so much?”
Living every day unable to come, I couldn’t think of anything but sex, and finally, I told my dad.
“This time, I’ll be okay.”